???

Why can't you finish what you've started?
Why can't you try and understand?
It doesn't make a bit of difference if you start what you can't finish..Every story needs an ending, after all..I think I've known it for a long time suffice to say,it's been a while...
You're too afraid to face the outcome..quite likely, you're a failure..
It's a shitty thing to say, but hey man - the clock is ticking..and i thought of all the things I'd like to say,cramped up and couldn't write a word all day..
I just waited for my world to fall apart..That's why I'll never finish anything I start!!What fills the magic in the meantime?I know it’s hard without a vice,
You need to find a new solution,Adaptation or retribution...If you truly do believe in something,somehow it all works out...
I'm completely bored with every single word..and nothing ever works and this juvenile search is systematically revealing to me that I need a new approach..
So sick of all the things I'm trying to say..I just waited for my world to fall apart
That's why I'll never finish anything...

i caught my self

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want
You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this!
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought of you!
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I know, but now I know what I want! I want! I want!
Oh no! I should've never thought!

--paramore

kangeeeeuuunnn!!!

yeah..nowdays,felt so broken heart..dont talk about him....yesterday felt so mad with him..then i went home alone without any permitted to him..in the night i really wanted to go somewhere..then suddenly lady sent me a message..she asked me to go out..and i said yes of course..then dela came to my house after that we went to lady's hause..but what...ternyata si dhidhi lagi ribut ama bahok dan eh akhirnya gw,kibo,and kitul nunggu aja ampe setengah 10 baru deh jalan..itu juga cuma makan seafood di regency..tapi enggak apa-apalah...namanya juga kangen,ketemu mereka aja udah seneng banget..oiya..kemaren di bis 44 gak taunya ketemu aja gitu sama donna..hahaha..akhirnya bareng deh kita..sepanjang perjalanan gw ama donna gak abis-abisnya cerita-cerita tentang anak soceia..yang bijeh digosipin punya pacar lah..ah macem-macem banget..and i really miss that moment!!
kangen aboy yang suka agak bokep
kangen anggit yang suka ngasih contekan
kangen arbi yang temen csan nyontek bangetlah kalo lagi ujian
kangen kibo pas kemana-mana naik mio nya dia
kangen donna yang suka ngajarin pelajaran kalo gw gak ngerti
kangen reggy yang pasrah aja kalo dikatain
kangen eby yang suka nemenin gw kemana-mana
kangen jengkol yang tiap maju ke depan keringetannya lebay
kangen hesty yang pasrah aja kalo di cakin dadang
kangen ina yang suka bantuin kalo belajar
kangen intan yang terkadanng suka curhat bareng dia
kangen si om yang kalo kibo gak ada,dimintain anter gw pulang ke rumah selalu jwab ya
kangen dadang yang sentimental abis ama gw
kangen jamban yang suka ngatain gw
kangen bahok yang sering berantem kadang-kadang sama gw
kangen triana yang suka traktir di kantin
kangen dede yang bisa di curhatin
kangen sutika temen sebangku yang enaaaak banget bisa di ajakin apa aja sesuai mood
kangen latipe yang sering ngasih pulsa
kangen sinta yang sering gw godain pake upil ampe hampir nangis
kangen kate yang selalu bikin ketawa anak kelas
kangen bedul yang suka bikin celotehan-celotehan&lagu-lagu gak jelas
kangen mas luki yang alim banget
kangen rifky yang sering dikatain banci tapi diem aja
kangen mute yang sering ngajarin gw bahasa inggris
kangen pinonk yang suka ngomongin debby haha
kangen virna yang pasraaaah banget kalo dikatain dan ikhlas kalo dimintain tolong
kangen lintang yang suka kepedean sendirian
kangen abah yang suka ngelucu
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kangen pak nyoman yang cs an banget ama gw
kangen bu utami yang suka bawelin kita
kangen sensei denok yang suka ngatain anak-anak kalo lagi belajar
kangen pak adi yang bisa buat di curhatin segala macem hal
kangen bu des yang suka ngecakin gw
kangen bu denok yang baik abis kalo ngajar
kangen bu endang yang suka nasehatin gw
kangen bunda yang suka cerita-cerita
kangen pak franky yang kalo ngajar suka gak jelas
kangen bu euis yang kalo ngajar pasrah aja nak-anak gak mau belajar
kangen pak feri yang suka cengar-cengir sendiri
kangen bu fitri yang suka ngasih masukan
kangen pak asrin yang selalu muji gw
KANGEN BU LIS,yang selalu denger celotehan-celotehan gw
kangen bu ema yang tiap ketemu gw selalu nyubitin pipi gw
kangen bu nunik guru yang sempet ngajar di bta
kangen bu hartini yang sensi abis ama gw
kangen sumairi yang sotoy haha
kangen bu asih yang suka sok banget
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kangen dateng terlambat terus di suruh lari*tapi kadang kabur atau curang*
kangen nungguin motor sambil gosip
kangen olahraga dilapangan samping
kangen ke wc tiap pelajaran
kangen kalo lagi bengong di depan kelas
kangen ngeliatin anak-anak solat jum'at tapi malah makan
kangen mie ayam kantin bawah
kangen nasi soto si ibu
kangen bubur yang di kantin bawah
kangen somai ito
kangen mie yamin di kantin atas
kangen sosis solo di koperasi
kangen nongkrong di kelas bahasa pas istirahat
kangen kalo istirahat sering ke perpus
kangen solat bareng anak-anak
and there are still lots of stories that i misses...i wish i could turn the time back...ooohhhh!!!sekarang sih kalo kangen cuma bisa liat bts,buka youtube nonton video angkatan 14,ama chatting aja..selebihnya?susah banget ngumpulin anak-anak yang segitu banyak..huhhhhhh!!!

by my side

I never stop feeling strange,cause you never know if you really changed...
You can never tell if your center stage,is thin as glass and never meant a thing...
And you never feel good or bad only strange and unprepared,cause I never see you coming or you leaving..
It's taking time,all this fear I pushed back to move on..beating me like a panic attack since you've gone and if I never fear to be more alone, I do now...
I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow...
I've come so far with no idea where to go..
It's takin' hold of a fool with a fondness for pain and turn to run without a chance to explain..I don't look back to spot where I fell,don't you look back, and don't you ever tell..cause we know pride, it doesn't heal all that well,all that well...
I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side!!When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side in a crazy world, you'll be right by my side

todaay

hari ini senaaaaaang sekaliiii...tadi pagi kok tiba-tiba kepengen jalan-jalan gitu yah sama ogi..secara udah lama gila gak jalan..hahaha..lebah deh aaaahh...terus tadi gw telvon eeeh tapi katanya dia mau main futsal..ih bete banget deh...lagi pengen jalan-jalan tapi dia nya gak bisa..eh tiba-tiba dia dateng aja gitu ke rumah..hihihi..akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk ke Puri Indah Mall...dulu waktu awal-awal pacaran banget,sekitar 4 tahun yang lalu kita kalo ngedate kesana..biasanya tuh kalo ngedate kita pertama-tama nonton bioskop abis itu makan di goiza atau gak es teler atau gak popeye hahahahahahaha...ya udah akhirnya kita jalan lah ke puri..nyampe sana langsung antri gitu...anjir..padahal twilight tuh ada 3 studio,tapi antri nya sampe 40 menit wkwkwkwk...akirnya dapet juga tuh..waaaahhh..filmnya bagus banget walaupun kata ogi biasa aja..uuh dasar si ogi maaahh!!edwardnya itu loh ganteng banget..hehehe..abis nonton terus jalan2..liat2 toko elektronik..liat-liat laptop...duh jadi bingung dah mau beli yang mana hahha..abis itu ke strawberry mampir beli jepitan ama kuteks..abis itu seperti biasa agak berdebat sedikit sama ogi untuk menentukan mau dimana buka puasa..akhirnya ujung2nya di foodcourt juga halaaaaaaah ahhahahahahahahha...abis dari situ mampir hero..belanja keperluan harian..terus ke starbucks..lagi ngidam kopii eh tapi gw malah beli cold chocolate cookies cream..hahahaha odoooy daaah...ckckckck...abis itu pulang ke rumah ogi bentar say hello with his family..udah lama gak main ke rumah ogi dan mungkin besok mau lebaran disana juga kali yaaaa...abis itu pulang deh..si ogi mau main futsal..hihihi cukup sekian dan terima kasih..

why do i heart this band?

it's paramore!!yeah..i'm so freakin out about this band..this morning,i woke up at 5.30 after pray i turned on the computer..as usual,open facebook,plurk,blog,paramore,and watched youtube...i was looking for the final riot..yeah,paramore now have released the final riot..i don't know is that the DVD in store in Indonesia or not..and i think the price is about 150000 idr..

when i saw the video in youtube,it's really great..they made the songs different..okay this video was really make me dazed..the video is pressure..oh my goood..it was really awesome...before,just josh farro that introduce by hayley(in misery bussiness hayley lets josh play his melody but before it hayley always says "HEY JOSH")..now Jeremy's turn...i saw it still general...nothin too special..but when the lyrics

"i can feel the pressure,it's getting closer now..we're better off without youuu"(where hayley pretended that she looked for someone with her hand on her forehead)..then she did it on Josh..but what happened next?Jeremy had a llittle bit ran and jump at Josh..aaawww....it really really really made me soooooo dazed..you can check it out here..

don't forget to check the minute : 2:25 and 2:37

oh ya..Twlight now in Cinema..i can't wait to see it..yeah,i haven't seen it yet because i don't have free time..i will see it as soon as possible...oh Edward Cullen I heart You dear,,and have you heard about the paramore's songs for the soundtrack of Twilight?it's decode and i caught my self..it was great songs too..PARAMORE GREAT!!!hahahaha..but i better like decode..i don't know why..

this is the video of paramore on vma,check it out here

i don't like hayley's hairs like this 

what a fuckin day!

kemarin,tanggal 2 desember 2008...malem sebelumnya si ogi bilang kalo suruh dateng pagian...akhirnya gw bangun agak pagi dan siap2..but what?si ogi tetep dateng kayak biasa nya..anjir..ngeselin banget tau gak!!eh udah gitu pas di jalan motornya bocor..geez..bete abis deh pokoknya..akhirnya gw telat setengah jam *again*..matkul kemaren sih cuma satu kelas,yaitu mikro..pas nyampe kelas fiiiuuuhh untung dosen nya belom dateng...eh tiba2 anak2 tuh ngasih kadoooooo...uwaaa...kalian tau mereka kasih gw apaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa???yayayaya..cd st 12 boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!ya Allaaaaaaaaaaaaahh...hahahaha...gw yakin banget nih pasti kerjaan si tania deh...kenapa gw dikasih itu?gw flashback lagi..gosh!!!waktu itu tania minjem ipod gw..diantara lagu yang keren2 dia kaget..gini nih

tay:demi apa ayu ada lagu st 12?

gw:hahaha..cuma suka yang puspa doang tay...

tay:ohmaigoot

gw:enak tauuuuu

hahahahaha..aduh sial bener deh nih anak2...udah gitu gw dikasih kaos gitu deh warna ungu..lucu bangeeeeeeeeeettt..makasih ya Ginanda Anastasia,Nurina,Tania Putri Wardhani,Isfiana Ulfah,Nabella Oktavia,Maya Cintami,Nur Hidayanti, dan Irma purnamasari.. ILY ALL...ILY 9..hehehehe..

eh tapi gak taunyaa kemaren gak ada dosen..ya ampuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!makin keseeeel tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!tau gitu yaaaaaa,gw mendingan GAK MASUK DAN TERTIDUR PULAS DI RUMAH!!!!!beeeeeeeeeuhhhhhhhhhh..

mana pas lagi di depan CBD nabrak *ups,means "ditabrak" ama motor..orang jelas-jelas mobil gw diem,gak mundur,dan si ogi ngeliat sendiri kalo tuh motor nyeruduk mobil gw..anjirrr abis malu bo tu bapak-bapak teriak2 and ngomel-ngomel gitu diliatin banyak orang..*padahal emang dya yang salah sih*....nyampe rumah langsung tidur..hahaha....what a fuckin day banget laah...

i love my best

hi all..hari ini maceeeet bangeeeeeeetttt!!!!ngeselin abis deh...alhasil telat setengah jam lah ke kampusnyaa..udah gitu ada gosip kalo mau quiz...ngek...pas nyampe kampus ternyata ketemu martha sama yayat di bni..yaudah barengan lah kita ke atas..eh pas di depan lift ketemulah sama patrick and pudyo..barengan lagi deh ke atas...eh pas lagi di dalem lift patrick nyanyi happy birthday gitu uh so sweet deh ahhahaha...nyampe kelas gak tau nya gak quiz tuh ahahaha alhamdulillah..abis itu kita makan deh as usual di kandang...hahaha...terus abis mikro tuh ada kelas pengantar bisnis..males sih masuknya..tapi ya udah lah..daripada absen ya ga?di kelas pengantar bisnis gw bete abis ama si titatituteto..ah gembel tuh cwe..liatin aja..di kelas dia boleh punya banyak temen..di luar kelas?hell-o???????????nama lo udah di blacklist abis ama 2 angkatan cuy...mang enak!!!gosh..help me get out from this fuckin class...masih 3 bulan lagi...sabaaaarrr!!!abis itu bawaan nya udah badmood aja..keluar kelas anak2 pada mau ke itc..duh bimbang nih ikut gak yaaaa?masa cabut bahasa inggris??tapi gimana?orang anak2 pada gak masuk..Ya udah akhirnya gw pengen ikut..tapi tiba2 ginanda and nurina ilang..damn!!tas gw??akhirnya gw telvon..katanya dia lagi ama temen sma nya gitu..ya udah,gw sih ngewajarin aja kalo misalkan kayak gitu..akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk gak ikut sama anak2 karena gak enak sama rina and gina..ya udah gw nunggu aja di kmm aka brawijaya...eh udah gitu si bogel minta temenin ogi gitu ke depan..uh gw di tinggal dasar...eh pas lagi makan makanannya si badak,tiba2 datanglah sahabat2 gw saat ini..rasty,ginanda,nurina, sama ogi bawa birthday cake gitu..ya ampun,so sweet banget sih mereka...gw terharu banget sama gina and rina yang rela beli kue jalan ke dwima..panas2an..padahal kenal juga baru berapa bulan aja..gw bahagia punya temen kayak mereka..semoga bisa temenan selamanya..amieen ya Allah...ulang tahun kali ini dapet hadiah spesial dari orang2 terspesial....terima kasih ya Allah :)..semoga gw bisa mensyukuri atas segala nikmat yang Allah berikan...

My Last Teenagers...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME...
HAPPY 53 MONTHS OF OUR ANNIVERSARRY OGI..
that night felt like something hmmm...not like the last year...when i was sleeping,my cell always rang almost every minutes..it means the attentions from my friends about my birthday..but now,what?after graduated from high school then they just threw and didn't care about their high school friend..oh what a shame..
but it's okey..just forget about it..
the first person who say happy birthday for me is my best friend...means BUCHORIS...thank yew much,bestie..
how about ogi?number six..but that's okay and not a big problem for me..
but you know what...yesterday morning..about six o'clock..ogi came to my house..i opened the door,then he said loudly HAPPY BIRTHDAY!and on his hands,he brought me a bucket of flowers...then a gift from him...i can't believe he did it..because ogi is..aaa..no..no romantic on his blood hahaha..after that he went to his college..it's about 12 o'clock,oris asked me to went out with anvi..i said okay..he said to me to use the formal dress..but hell-o..do-you-think-i'm-stupid?hahaha
kebaca banget tau riss...after dressed up,i waited until hours..then i decided to change my clothes..at 4,he just came to my house..what a fuck dud!!!and he used the unformal clothes..hahaha...stupid boys you guys...and then oris and anvi bought me a cake...blackforest..thank yew sooo dear....after that...i made spagethy for them..and we ate the cake together..hahaha..when i was washing my hands on bathroom,oris threw the-fuckin-stinky-water on me..oh my godness...i wanna had a date with ogy but what the fuck oris did to me?oh please boy..then i watered oris's body..uhhh...i'm so mad...after finished i went to Sky Dinning with ogi to have dinner..woo-hoooo..then met rivan,luki,and bocil..we ate together..we spent the night together..on the way go home..there's a car,who always pushed the klakson..and then he opened the window and scream"HEH ANJING,MINGGIR LO SEMUA"...ckckckck..rich people..never think about the senses of feeling each people...
in-my-last-teenagers...i will spend this whole year wisely..i want to change my attitude in to the better...hope i can do it....:)

ga jelas...

hi all..lama banget nih gak pernah update ini blog...hari ini angkatan gw pada ke puncak..karena ada acara ramah tamah gitu...huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!tapi gw gak bisa ikut soalnyaaaaaaaaaaaaa hmmm..hahahaha..yaa gitu deh pokok nyaaaa..hahaha..hari ini kuliah masuk pagi..jam 8..terus sengaja dateng pagi tuh..padahal mah niat mau ngerjain tugas..eh tapi gak taunya yang baru dateng dikit bangeeeet...cuma dicky,pudyo,tama, ama guruh...hahaha..gak ada yang bisa di harapin banget kan tuuuhhh...hahaha...eh terus pas lagi nongkrong di depan kelas hanif keliatan dateng...terus gw tanya,nif dah dapet jawaban statistik?kata dia udah..ya udah pas udah nyampe kelas pas gw mau nyalin..DAMN!!!ini kan fotocopyan yang kemaren dikasih dino...gosh kenapa gak gw kerjain yaaa?hahaha anjir semalem ngantuk pisan euuy hihihi...pas ginanada sama nurina ngeliat gw lagi ngerjain..mereka pada ngomong BEGO...hahahaha
uiyaaa...hari ini ke carefour sm gina,rina,tari..hahaha bawa makanan gitu banyaaaak euyyyy!!udaaa yaaa besok lanjut lagi hahaha

Love Of My Life

Love of my life destined forever. I will be right here by your side.
no falling tears when where together. you know the joy you bring to me. there`ll be no other...
we`ll share as lovers right from the heart, from my mind to your soul..
I will give it to you boy, my every little thing that I`m more than willing.. Forever starts from now, I promise you that loving you is all that I can
do...
no one can take it away from me...

Birthday Nabella

huahahahaha..hari ini libur juga akhirnya..aku mau cerita..mau cerita..hahahaha...apaan sih lebay deh ah..ohiya...hari jumat minggu kemaren tanggal 10 oktober,si BELLA ulang tahun..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR...sabtunya..gw ngumpulin duit anak2 kelas buat patungan beli kueh ulang taun...trus ke kumpul lan 160ribu..hehehe..lumayan lumayan...abis mk statistik,*gw,gina,rya,rendy,heris* cau lah ke daerah gading untuk beli kue..okeh tempat pertama yang kita tuju adalah Harvest..tapi...kue nya ada sih yang segituan tapi kecil..kita kan maunya yang besaaaar*mengingat banyak nya masa*..akhirnya pindahlah ke Holland Bakery..eh gak tau nya malah lebih mahal..zzz..akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk beli kue di sebrang..yaitu toko kue AJ Bakery..then i said to people"laper...makan dulu yuk"..semuanya pada sip..akhirnya kita ke sportmall..tadinya mau makan di d'cost..eh gak taunya belom buka..bukanya baru jam 11..yap seeperti biasa ujung2nya mah tetep ke MKG..hahaha..akhirnya kita seperti biasa pula makan di Gokana Tepan..hmm nyamm..eh tapi lama2 kok keasyikan nongkrong yah?padahal masih ada assistensi statistik..ahaha..pokoknya mah lanjut lah...akhirnya kita pulang juga..trus beli kueh di AJ bakery..otw balik ke kampus Nurina nelvon..dia bilang katanya asdos nya udah mau keluar..wah gawat..dengan lihai nya si heris ngebut..brmmmm..pas nyampe kampus...eh bella ngeliat gw..tapi untung gak ngeliat kuehnya ..hehehe...trus pas ditangga gw nyiapin kue+lilin sama anak2...tapi di kelas,si bella lagi diomel2in ama senior katanya gara2 dia ngejelek2in manajemen..hahaha...ampe nangis dia..pas dia lagi nangis2nya gw masuk deh bawa kue..hehehe..eh udah gitu mah tu anak reseh bener yah..tu kue dipeper2in ke orang2..dasar odoy..

nyanyanya

huwaaa..masih pagi nih sekarang..hari ini ada kuliah..tapi kuliahnya jam 10.15..ya telat2 dikit setengah 11 lah..tapi karena hari ini di rumah mau ada acara kumpul ibu-ibu dharma wanita kantor bokap *baca : arisan* di rumah gw..jadi bokap gw berangkat agak sedkit pagi sekitar jam 7*biasanya jam 8an lewat*..karena..ntar pas nyampe kantor supir gw tuh mau langsung anter ibu-ibu itu ke rumah..jadi biar gak kesiangan,berangkat lah pagi2..
tapi apaaaa?sekarang baru jam 8 gw udah nyampe...ya ampyunzzz...untung kantor bokap deket sama kampus..yaudah..mampir aja lah dulu sebentar..ngenet+ngaso dikit..hohoho...

aduh pr akuntansi banyak banget..belom selesai..aduh ngantuk..males kuliah,,tapi harus semangat..kandaaaaang..slurrrppzzzz....hahaha..aneh

AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

why the titlle is arrrrggghhh???because the friendster team had suspended my account on my friendster..Oh Geeezzzzzzzzzzz!!!it's so bad and sooooo SUCK!!!!!! so i have to make a new one..oh Glory!!!!!

HAPPY EID MUBARAK

HAPPY EID MUBARAK for all moeslem in this whole world..

this is for the second time i didn't celebrate the eid mubarak with both of my parents..because they went to their villages.i know one thing that always people asked to me was 'lo knp gak ikut yu?'..hahaha..actually i reallyyyyy wannaaaaaa went with them..but both of my sisters couldn't join..because my oldest sister is pregnant and my older sister, she said she didn't get long holiday..so i lazy to join with my parents alone..because if they've already in their villages*tuban*,they busy with their own business..zzz...

ok..let's talk about takbiran's night...ogy picked me up on 8.3o..after that we went to rivan's house..there are ucup,ryanka,manga,bocil,liko,dinda,fiole,gajel,gerry, and of course rivan..first we went to senayan..it's not too crowded..but i don't know why then we went to monas..but on the way went there,it's stuck on the street...then we decided to back to celebrate in senayan..but..wo-ho...when we back again to senayan..it didn't same as before..it's crowded too..but finally,as usual.....go back to mc'd bintaro zzz....

in the morning,i went to mosque just both with my older sister and we LATE...ahahahaha...after that my families came to my house and stayed...

rraaawwwwrrr.....

hallo all..long time no write on my blog..hmmm..what i want to tell ya?i don't know..hahaha..oh ya..

24th of september 2oo8

was tania b'day..happy birthday tania baby!!!and on that day,my class on Trisakti University planned to break the fasting together..and finally we decided to held it at gading(as usual).. and finally we break the fasting on 'Gokanna Teppan'...waw..that was really fun..because there's so many people attended to gokanna teppan..not only from o8's students..but also from o7's..gokanna teppan had a menu..the super extra hot ramen..if we could finished all of that food on 20minutes,we got 2 coupons from gokanna..and then when we accepted that,all the crews on gokanna will stroke the gong..and they will shout loudly..yayat and ryand took it...and they success..congratulation guys..and suddenly we gave tania a birthday cake..(even that's just a slice..lol)...that day was fun....

25th of september 2oo8

fight with ogy...and we didn't go to our campus together..that day fell so lazy to attended the class..becoz on thursday the classes were so boringgg...english and eco's math..after the english's class,i went home with donna with trans jakarta..and that day..it's not like as usual...so crowdeddddddd...really crowded...

-this day was so boriiingggg-

27th of september 2oo8

practice to drive this morning..hahahahaii...fun..fun..!!!

this day went to sektor 9 bintaro with ogy,fiole,gajel,arrad,and tile...luki manga's treated us..hahaha..Happy birthday dear manga...after that went to pim but almost all of the stores were close...zzz..go to brascho...and then went to kemang but really crowded...zzz finally just ate 'martabak kejuh' on slipi..hahaha..at 12 o'clock fiole took me home...but when i was home,there's so many my neighbours in front of my house..because we will did Sahur On The Road...and it was fun too..ut,in the morning i got sick until now on..zzzz

for you...i will

Wandering the streets in a world underneath it all.. Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have.. Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger..
I'm not afraid to tell you what I feel about you..

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have and cannon ball into the water...
For you I will do this...

Forgive me if I stutter from all of the clutter in my head..Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed...
Do I seem familiar? I've crossed you in hallwaysa thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall...
If I could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood I would shout out your name so it
echoes in every room....That's what I'd do...

bete bete ahhhh...

huhuhu..hari ini bangun pagi..bangun jam setengah 6..padahal hari ini lagi enggak solat..knp saya bangun pagi?alasan pertamanya adalah saya terbangun karena batuk..ya Allah ni batuk sakit bener dah..udah gitu si lores hari ini ke rumah sodara yang di berantas...jadi perpisahan..karena belum tentu bisa ketemu lagi..soalnya hari rabu gw gak bisa nganterin ke bandara(*fyi lores tuh sodara gw dari belanda,-red)
trus ya seperti biasalah terjadi tragedi tangis2an..hehehe!
oiya hari sebib kenarin kita juga pergi,,tapi itu hari sial kalo menurut gw..knpa?jadi gini,waktu lagi bete bete ah,gw memutuskan untuk ngajak kakak gw dan sepupu gw buat main bowlng..oke berangkat lah..hari itu kita ke auto mall aja soalnya main disana lumayan murah..udah gitu pas nyampe sana:"kok rame banget?"
eh gak taunya lagi ada satu perusahaan lg openbill gitu..ah lama banget nunggu nya..akhirnya jadi waiting list..eh pas udah selesai akhirnya kita main kan tuh..hufh..tapi kata mbak2 nya gini:"tapi cuma bisa main setengah jam yah,soalnya jam 8 ada yang udah booking,mau openbill lagi..."
ngeeekkk!!!alhasil kita cuma dapet main 20 menit ternyata..huuhuuhuu..mana waktu itu main pake bola no 9 semua..sedangkan gw kalo main pake bola no 6..waktu itu bola nya pada gak ada..gak tau pada kemana padahal udah dicari..bete bete ah...trus tadinya mau makan di sky dining plangi,eh tapi kakak gw ama sepupu gw nyebelin,,tiba2 mau makan sushi..iyakssssss........gw gak suka banget sma yang namanya sushi,,,tapi gw dipaks2 buat makan..ya okelah kalo gitu..akhirnya kita makan di sushi tei senci...
dan lagi2 kesialan datang pada saya...saya salah mesen..mesennya yang mentah..uuwaaaaa!!!pokoknya ini adalah the last gw makan sushi..uhhhhh!

miss my soceia

feeling empty!!!feel so broken up...and GIVE UP!!!but i have to show my spirit..ye ye ye!!
today i had my fasting...then im home alone today..everyone is busy with their own business..
then just doing chat on msn all day...after that watch vcd but i forget the tittle...and its about 4.30pm virna and mutia came into my cribs..then anggit,kibo,and dona..they are really good friends..bcoz i asked them to accompany me...then they came and swimming in my cribs..hohoho..we laughed together..and sudden,i remember when we were in high school..and i really misssss that time...

hmmm...

when you try you best,but you don`t succed
when you get what you want,but not what you need
when you feel so tired,but you can`t sleep
stuck in reverse
and tears come streaming down your face
when you lost something you can`t replace
when you love someone,but it goes to waste
could it be worst?
lights will guide you home...
and ignite your bones
and i will try to....fix you!


*fix you by coldplay...

sial banget kayaknyah...

malem minggu..sepi..sendirian di rumah...
eh eh..emang pacar kemana?ke laut aje....
harusnya hari ini mau pergi sm kakak gue,,,
terus hp gw rusak..gak rusak2 amat..cuma tombil no 1 nya gak bisa di pencet!
huh...jadi tu duit ke paksa gue pake buat benerin hape...
mana sekarang ujan deras banget...eh dah gitu lupa balikin vcd...siyallll

love isn`t a competition

i won`t be the one to dissapoint you anymore..and i know,i`ve said all this so that you`ve heard it all before..
the trick is getting you to think all this was your idea..and that it`s everything that you ever wanted out of here..
love isn`t a competition,but i`m winning..

hari ini panas banget deh.......

here is to the past...

let`s all think back on what brought us here..this is my grasp on what it`s real..
don`t tell me how i feel with all that`s passed i can`t relate...
with my self from day to day,why does everythings seems so far away to me?
there`s no turning back from here...i`ve got to get away from everyone who`s left!

for someone out there...

make your move,obvious humor
desperate and respiratory plight always on dressed to impress...
i`ll be the last one to find out why?
time takes its toll on us...this changes everything...
i`d be a liar if i denied you at all....
now that i know,this changes everything...i`ve been triding ideas with intriguing girl..
over and over again i percieve an honest solution to all your problem(all he wants to find out is why)..

....

love don`t come so easily
this doesn`t have to end the tragedy
i have you and you have me
we`re one in milion,why can`t you see?

why?oh why?

entah mengapa gw bisa sangat addicted sekali sama band yang namanya paramore!
apalagi sama si vokalisnya a.k.a. hayley williams!she`s so beautiful and her voice is soooooooo make me wanna lalalala....

PROM NITE

aaaaa..uhuk-uhuk..hehehe..itu foto-foto panitia promnya...
alhamdulillah akhirnya berjalan dengan cukup sukseess..jhehehe
promnite nya itu kemaren di Public,taman ria senayan..tepatnya tgl 8juli 2008
aaahhh...tapi pagi2 panitia harus udah ngumpul..ada 2 kloter...yang satu berangkat jam 5,yang satu berangkat jam 7..alhamdulillah gw dapet yang jam 7..hihihiihiii
dasar orang indonesia..ngomongnya kumpul jam 7 tapi oh tapi jam setengah 9 baru berangkat..hehehe
akhirnya cao lah gue kesana dengan kendaraan yang berisi kitul,anjani,okta sama denii...dan dalam perjalanan itu anjani mengeluarkan omongan yang seharusnya tidak perlu untuk dikeluarkan..hahaha..hanya gw dan kitul yang menyadarii...akhirnya..sampe juga di public...
bantu2 dikit lah..gw bagian ngiketin balon..hahaha
eh tapi jangan salah..gitu2 tuh capek loh..hahaha...tapi jam 1 kita udah pulang kok...tapi makan makanan mama nya anggit dulu..wuahh,,,masakan mamanya anggit emang selalu TOP BGT lha..hehehehe....
pas pulang ternyata kita harus impit2an...maklum yang pulang cuma si coco aja..kita sebagai wanita kan harus dandan cing..hahaha..
sorenya gw di jemput sama regi...tapi kita dateng telat...hahaha..gpp lah...mana belom sempet dandan...ya udin deh si kitul jadi make-up artist dadakan...acaranya?alhamdulillah lumayan rame...acara sampe jam berapa tuh yah?jam 12an apa jam 1 an seh?hehehe
eh tadinya mau pada jalan neh S.O.C.E.I.A...eh tapi gak jadi..bete banget tuh gw...endingnya gak asyik..ya udah..kumpul2 panitia deh..sambil makan bbq..trus yang gue gak bisa lupain tuh waktu panitia nyanyi fall for you nya secondhand serenade....huhuhu...tapi tetep..pas nyanyi di usir2in ama mas2nya..soalnya mau di beresin..hahaha..
pokoknya that day was day that i will never forget....

maaf

wah sepertinya bakal lama untuk mengupdate blog ini ...karena saya mau liburan yahh sekitar seminggu lebih...
sayonara!hehehehe

damn!

anjasmara dian nitami lah hari ini....
huh..bete banget...tapi ada seneng nya juga seh..hehehehe
hari ini bokap balik dari eropa yang gosipnya bawa oleh-oleh banyak..
ternyata yah lumayan lah..gw dapet banyak oleh-oleh dari bokap di banding kakak-kakak gw...
hihihi
ternyata oh ternyata....si hayadoy aka my dad beliin sesuatu yang sudah lama gw idam-idam kan..new ipod for me..uhuk-uhuk...
hihihi.........
dengan senang hati dan hati yang penuh nafsu gw langsung mindahin lagu-lagu di hp gw yang berjumlah 3ooan itu ke komputer...
eh eh eh eh ...dari jam 5 sore ampe jam 10 malem gak bisa-bisa...
grrgghhh!!!80|
ya udah..gw tidur dengan rasa penasaran dehhh...skrg udah pagi,lagi nyoba lagi..wismilak yah..hahaha

what a day!

saturday, 5th of july...
hari ini baru bisa tidur jam 5 pagi..geezzzz....
kebiasaan banget deh gw..ya selama itu gw hanya online...
fs,fb,youtube,msn and bla bla bla..hahaha
nanggung lah gak tidur mending nunggu subuh dulu baru tidur..hehehe
biar gak kebablasan..eh jam 9 di bangunin di suruh ke kondangan..hahahaiiii
kondangan nya di danapala..mana macet panas banget pula...gggrrrr!!!!
trus apalagi yah..pulang deh..malem nya mid nite...
nonton wanted,,,
asli..film nya keren deh...gak nyangka lah pokoknya...model2nya kayak film butterfly on a wheel...nah..gak nyangka kan endingnya bakal kayak gitu..hehehe...
tapi bete ahhh...nonton nya di bangku nomor 4 dari bawah..jadi agak ngedangak gitu...hehehe

today

taraaaa...
hari ini bangun siang bangetttt...gak sempet solat subuh..
ketiduran...geezz....
hari ini pergi ke bazar buku di senayan...yah lumayan rame lah...buku nya ada yang murah-murah,tapi ada juga yang sama aja kayak di toko buku..mm,trus ketemu artis cowok siapa gitu..tapi dia dijajah ama pacarnya..di suruh bawain tas pacar nya,trus di omel2in..hahaha
kasiaann,,,
abis itu jemput sodara di daerah cideng..next jemput kakak gue di kantor nya..abis itu tancap deh ke prj..hehehe
disana rame bgt ada maliq n d`essential ama ran...
trus ada kejadian apa yah?hmm..kayaknya standar bgt deh hari ini..hehehe
besok harus bangun pagi,karena mau ke kondangan..hihihihi
cukup sekian and tengs!hahaha



.maray.

my 1st blog

tes..tes..
ahahaha..akhirnya punya blog juga...
sebenernya dah lama banget kepengen bikin,tapi males..hehehe
mau cerita apa yah?today was the second days of SNMPTN ...
pasrah aja deh..hehehe..kalo mang jodoh gw di UI,gw jawab apa aja juga bakalan keterima...hahahaha
oia..kemaren tgl 29 juni 2k8
gw 4 taunan sama si ogi...yeyy!!!
biasa aja seh hari itu..nothing special...gak kayak pasangan2 lain..kita mah pas 4 taunan malah gak ketemuan sama sekali..hahaha...dodol
palingan dia cuma nelvon aja pas jam 12 malem..eheeemm...biasanya mah cuek aja..hahaha