Monday, October 31, 2011

regret?

have you ever felt regret? i bet everyone had it. and this is what happening to me now.
it's 5:51 AM, im already open my pc. then i looked someone was updating his status. "his". yeah, it refers to my ex boyfriend. curious about his condition, i opened his facebook. i looked his photos.


geez, i dont know how those feelin could come. i felt so regret. no no, i mean... i feel regret. 8 years a go.........
i throw him carelessly. he's the one and only who treated me so well. he did what i like. he never angry with me. he loved me so much. he always tried his best to made me happy. and once again i said he was the one and only who treated me SO WELL. but i didn't. i left him for someone who still stand beside me until now on. if he compares with ogy, he stills win. after
broke up with me he got 2 girlfriends after that. and he stills said that he always be love me.


but, its only from the past. i just dont know why suddenly this feeling come up. whereas, we met in his wedding. but this feeling is just coming up.


dear you over there,
im so sorry for what ive done. im so sorry that you didnt get what youve already expected from me. im so sorry that i never gave you a chance to kiss me. you re so nice boy. but i hope youre already got someone better. i always pray for your happiness with your wife. and may you have a cute and lovable family that youre starting to build now. im so sorry. hope you're already happy with your life now...