mixed

bete..hufh..akhir-akhir ini emang hari yang sangat ngebetein banget...yang pertama gw sangat keselin adalah,ada salah satu junior gw yang menurut gw kelewatan banget..dia nyelengkat gw sampe gw bener-bener jatoh..dan dia cuma ketawa,bahkan ketawa kenceeeeeeng banget tanpa keluar kata maaf dari mulut dia ketika gw jatoh...bener-bener kurang ajar dan kelewatan..dan dia minta maaf cuma gitu doang..abisannya ngerasa cuek dan gak mikirin kalo ada masalah..gila..bener-bener ngelunjak..aah ya udah sih,ngapain gw capek-capek mikirin kayak begituan,sangat buang-buang waktu...

udah gitu hari selasa,bangun kesiangan..untungnya ogi jemput agak lamaan..udah gitu sarapan dulu lah gw...tapi kok udah setengah 7 si ogi gak dateng2 yaah??pas gw cek hp,ya Allah...tu handphone sim card registration failed mulu yah..akhiirnya gw telvon..ternyata ban nya dia bocor..yaudah akhirnya gw ke depan komplek deh..eh mana helm gw pake kelupaan segala lagi..ya udah abis itu jam 7 kurang selesai..tapi gw gak yakin kalo misalnya bakalan tepat waktu sampe kampus..eh ternyata pas sampe daerah meruya ban nya bocor lagi..aaaaaaaaa sedih deeeh :'(..mana hari itu SP hari pertama,sayang banget kalo misalnya enggak ikut...tapi apa boleh buat..akhirnya gw sms nurina buat titip absen(kalo bisa)..udah gitu di tengah jalan ujan derasss...astajimmmm...tambah sedih lagi gw..ini ngebuat gw ngerasa tambah gak mungkin buat ikut matkul pertama..yaaaahh...ya udah..mana di tengah jalan bener2 kebelet pup lagi gw..ya Allaaaaah!!!akhirnya gw mikir,daripada nunggu lama di kampus akhirnya gw memutuskan buat 'neduh' di rumah nenek gw..ya udah akhirnya gw sama ogi kesana..lumayan minum ngeteh sambil nonton si doel..si ogi ngakak banget ngeliat si atun..katanya mirip nimas...hahahaha,kurang ajar deh tuh anak..abis itu ujan reda,akhirnya tancep lagi kekampus..nyampe kampus buruk banget penampilan gw..oh so shit meen!!!tapi alhamdulillah banget,ternyata nurina bisa absenin gw walaupun hampir 3kali ketauan..makasih sayaaaaaaaaang!!!eh tapi masa agama gw sekelompok sama si ryan sih??huuuh bete deh..tapi yaudhlah gpp,dr pada gak dapet kelompok iyakan??nyampe rumah langsung online terus ngecek nilai..and oh my godness..matek gw dapet D??aaaah reseh banget sih...sebel deh ih..ya udah...udah gitu kemaren pas gw cek IP gw,ternyata kecil banget...cuma 2.43...huaaaaaaaa!!!sebel...cuma bisa ambil 20 sks aja..huhuhhu...padahal gw yakin,gw mampu untuk lebih dari itu..lagian nanggung banget..dikit lagiiiii aja gw bisa ambil 22 sks..huhuhuhu...sedih deh aaaaah!!!!

terus malemnya anvi sama oris ke rumah..it means bakal gila-gilaan lagi..hihihi...as usual...kita selalu foto2 di laptop..tapi kali ini ampe bikin video segala..huahahahaha..

UAS

currently mood : lazy
currently song : miss you love - silverchair

hello world..deuuh lagi minggu-minggu UAS nih...hufh..semoga bisa dapet IP yang bagus dan tinggi deh amien amien..hehehe..UAS hari pertama sih pengantar ekonomi mikro..yah lumayan lah..tapi gw sih udah pesimis aja gak lulus...yaah secara dosennya itu pelit banget kalo ngasih nilai..salah 1 kata aja dia udah gak mau nilai..ya udah jadinya pesimis lah gw..terus UAS keduanya bahasa inggris..yaah lumayan lah,cuma listening nya aja agak susah beuh bener-bener deh enggak lebay..soal lulus apa enggaknnya sih gak tau deh,tapi yang penting kan UTS bahasa inggris gw udah lulus,jadinya yaa gpp kalo gak lulus juga hehehehe..UAS ketiga nih pengantar ekonomi makro..gw yakiin banget sih lulus hahahaha pede banget yahh...nah yang UAS ke empat ini nih...pengantar akuntansi I...hahhaha..nih gw ceritain yah..jadi waktu itu ujan lebat banget pagi-pagi,jadinya si dino jemput gw,ogi,ama teo di rumah..akhirnya kita berangkat entah kenapa terfikir lewat tol bintaro..ternyata macet totaaaal tal tal tal..dan ada rasa gak mungkin buat kita ikut UAS pengantar akuntansi...hmmm...nyampe kampus ternyata jam setengah 10..telat bangettt..et et tapi ternyata untung masuknya jam sembilan..hehehe..telat 30menit deh hehehe gpp..ohiya akhirnya mobilnya dino tuh di titipin di UKI...dr sana kita naik ojek..eh mana ojek gw bannya sempet bocor..astagfirullah,kenapa bisa sial banget sih yahhhhh!!!!sampe kelas untung dosennya baik,dia bilang..udah santai aja,jangan grogi gitu ntar malah gak bisa loh ngerjainnya..hahahaha..tapi emang bener..udah gak bisa,tambah gak bisa aja gw..itu gw ngerjain juga dapet contekan dr ginanda ama dicky..hahaha emang bego deh ah kalo urusan PA gw maaah...terus abis itu UAS statistik I...GOSH!!gak nyangka aja men ama soalnya..bener2 sama persis kayak yang dipelajarin sma gw..jadi yaa lumayan lancar lah..nah waktu UAS statistik kan gw yang ngawas dosen matkul nya sendiri tuh,si ibu Nur'aini Chaniago..eh tiba-tiba dia ngomong gini "statistik kalo gak dua kali mah gak afdol yah"..beuuuhh..omaigotgotgot..gampang bener sih dia ngomongnyaa?dengan santai dia bilang lagi,kan masih ada SP..jengjet terot terottt...lo kata SP gak pake duit apaaah..eh tapi ujung-ujungnya dia ngomong gini"kalian mau statistiknya saya lulusin?yaudah kalian bawa pulang soalnya besok kumpulkan ke saya di kampus A"...oh maigootsss...gokil abis gak tuuuh???huahaahahahahaha..jeng jeng..makasih yah buuu...eh tapi pulang-pulang pas gw check web trisakti yah..ternyata makro gw cumma dpt C..huhuhu..sedih deh guaaaa..sombong sih gua hihhihi...yah tapi mau gimana lagi..emang begitu adanya zz..ya udah deh lanjut nanti malem lagi ah nulisnya..mau pergi dulu sama ogi daaahhh

love it

i love hayley's outfit...very cute..oh ya..lately i just feel i like jaguar pattern too..like the one that hayley used on those images...i used the jaguar pattern for my plurk layout and ym pingbox layout..love it much...

CUPCAKES!

don't know why lately i feel i like cupcakes!...

look!!!they're so cute...they make me want to bite them!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

yeah...maybe it's late for say "HAPPY NEW YEAR" for all the people in this whole world..better late then never..hahahaha...hey guys..it's long time for no update..i'm sorry because i felt so lazy to write hahaha lol...how was your NYE guys?good?i hope...and about my NYE..it was AWESOME and GREAT!my NYE was on y house..and it's fun...

???

Why can't you finish what you've started?
Why can't you try and understand?
It doesn't make a bit of difference if you start what you can't finish..Every story needs an ending, after all..I think I've known it for a long time suffice to say,it's been a while...
You're too afraid to face the outcome..quite likely, you're a failure..
It's a shitty thing to say, but hey man - the clock is ticking..and i thought of all the things I'd like to say,cramped up and couldn't write a word all day..
I just waited for my world to fall apart..That's why I'll never finish anything I start!!What fills the magic in the meantime?I know it’s hard without a vice,
You need to find a new solution,Adaptation or retribution...If you truly do believe in something,somehow it all works out...
I'm completely bored with every single word..and nothing ever works and this juvenile search is systematically revealing to me that I need a new approach..
So sick of all the things I'm trying to say..I just waited for my world to fall apart
That's why I'll never finish anything...

i caught my self

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want
You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this!
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought of you!
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I know, but now I know what I want! I want! I want!
Oh no! I should've never thought!

--paramore