love it

i love hayley's outfit...very cute..oh ya..lately i just feel i like jaguar pattern too..like the one that hayley used on those images...i used the jaguar pattern for my plurk layout and ym pingbox layout..love it much...

CUPCAKES!

don't know why lately i feel i like cupcakes!...

look!!!they're so cute...they make me want to bite them!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

yeah...maybe it's late for say "HAPPY NEW YEAR" for all the people in this whole world..better late then never..hahahaha...hey guys..it's long time for no update..i'm sorry because i felt so lazy to write hahaha lol...how was your NYE guys?good?i hope...and about my NYE..it was AWESOME and GREAT!my NYE was on y house..and it's fun...

???

Why can't you finish what you've started?
Why can't you try and understand?
It doesn't make a bit of difference if you start what you can't finish..Every story needs an ending, after all..I think I've known it for a long time suffice to say,it's been a while...
You're too afraid to face the outcome..quite likely, you're a failure..
It's a shitty thing to say, but hey man - the clock is ticking..and i thought of all the things I'd like to say,cramped up and couldn't write a word all day..
I just waited for my world to fall apart..That's why I'll never finish anything I start!!What fills the magic in the meantime?I know it’s hard without a vice,
You need to find a new solution,Adaptation or retribution...If you truly do believe in something,somehow it all works out...
I'm completely bored with every single word..and nothing ever works and this juvenile search is systematically revealing to me that I need a new approach..
So sick of all the things I'm trying to say..I just waited for my world to fall apart
That's why I'll never finish anything...

i caught my self

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want
You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this!
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought of you!
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I know, but now I know what I want! I want! I want!
Oh no! I should've never thought!

--paramore

kangeeeeuuunnn!!!

yeah..nowdays,felt so broken heart..dont talk about him....yesterday felt so mad with him..then i went home alone without any permitted to him..in the night i really wanted to go somewhere..then suddenly lady sent me a message..she asked me to go out..and i said yes of course..then dela came to my house after that we went to lady's hause..but what...ternyata si dhidhi lagi ribut ama bahok dan eh akhirnya gw,kibo,and kitul nunggu aja ampe setengah 10 baru deh jalan..itu juga cuma makan seafood di regency..tapi enggak apa-apalah...namanya juga kangen,ketemu mereka aja udah seneng banget..oiya..kemaren di bis 44 gak taunya ketemu aja gitu sama donna..hahaha..akhirnya bareng deh kita..sepanjang perjalanan gw ama donna gak abis-abisnya cerita-cerita tentang anak soceia..yang bijeh digosipin punya pacar lah..ah macem-macem banget..and i really miss that moment!!
kangen aboy yang suka agak bokep
kangen anggit yang suka ngasih contekan
kangen arbi yang temen csan nyontek bangetlah kalo lagi ujian
kangen kibo pas kemana-mana naik mio nya dia
kangen donna yang suka ngajarin pelajaran kalo gw gak ngerti
kangen reggy yang pasrah aja kalo dikatain
kangen eby yang suka nemenin gw kemana-mana
kangen jengkol yang tiap maju ke depan keringetannya lebay
kangen hesty yang pasrah aja kalo di cakin dadang
kangen ina yang suka bantuin kalo belajar
kangen intan yang terkadanng suka curhat bareng dia
kangen si om yang kalo kibo gak ada,dimintain anter gw pulang ke rumah selalu jwab ya
kangen dadang yang sentimental abis ama gw
kangen jamban yang suka ngatain gw
kangen bahok yang sering berantem kadang-kadang sama gw
kangen triana yang suka traktir di kantin
kangen dede yang bisa di curhatin
kangen sutika temen sebangku yang enaaaak banget bisa di ajakin apa aja sesuai mood
kangen latipe yang sering ngasih pulsa
kangen sinta yang sering gw godain pake upil ampe hampir nangis
kangen kate yang selalu bikin ketawa anak kelas
kangen bedul yang suka bikin celotehan-celotehan&lagu-lagu gak jelas
kangen mas luki yang alim banget
kangen rifky yang sering dikatain banci tapi diem aja
kangen mute yang sering ngajarin gw bahasa inggris
kangen pinonk yang suka ngomongin debby haha
kangen virna yang pasraaaah banget kalo dikatain dan ikhlas kalo dimintain tolong
kangen lintang yang suka kepedean sendirian
kangen abah yang suka ngelucu
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kangen pak nyoman yang cs an banget ama gw
kangen bu utami yang suka bawelin kita
kangen sensei denok yang suka ngatain anak-anak kalo lagi belajar
kangen pak adi yang bisa buat di curhatin segala macem hal
kangen bu des yang suka ngecakin gw
kangen bu denok yang baik abis kalo ngajar
kangen bu endang yang suka nasehatin gw
kangen bunda yang suka cerita-cerita
kangen pak franky yang kalo ngajar suka gak jelas
kangen bu euis yang kalo ngajar pasrah aja nak-anak gak mau belajar
kangen pak feri yang suka cengar-cengir sendiri
kangen bu fitri yang suka ngasih masukan
kangen pak asrin yang selalu muji gw
KANGEN BU LIS,yang selalu denger celotehan-celotehan gw
kangen bu ema yang tiap ketemu gw selalu nyubitin pipi gw
kangen bu nunik guru yang sempet ngajar di bta
kangen bu hartini yang sensi abis ama gw
kangen sumairi yang sotoy haha
kangen bu asih yang suka sok banget
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kangen dateng terlambat terus di suruh lari*tapi kadang kabur atau curang*
kangen nungguin motor sambil gosip
kangen olahraga dilapangan samping
kangen ke wc tiap pelajaran
kangen kalo lagi bengong di depan kelas
kangen ngeliatin anak-anak solat jum'at tapi malah makan
kangen mie ayam kantin bawah
kangen nasi soto si ibu
kangen bubur yang di kantin bawah
kangen somai ito
kangen mie yamin di kantin atas
kangen sosis solo di koperasi
kangen nongkrong di kelas bahasa pas istirahat
kangen kalo istirahat sering ke perpus
kangen solat bareng anak-anak
and there are still lots of stories that i misses...i wish i could turn the time back...ooohhhh!!!sekarang sih kalo kangen cuma bisa liat bts,buka youtube nonton video angkatan 14,ama chatting aja..selebihnya?susah banget ngumpulin anak-anak yang segitu banyak..huhhhhhh!!!

by my side

I never stop feeling strange,cause you never know if you really changed...
You can never tell if your center stage,is thin as glass and never meant a thing...
And you never feel good or bad only strange and unprepared,cause I never see you coming or you leaving..
It's taking time,all this fear I pushed back to move on..beating me like a panic attack since you've gone and if I never fear to be more alone, I do now...
I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow...
I've come so far with no idea where to go..
It's takin' hold of a fool with a fondness for pain and turn to run without a chance to explain..I don't look back to spot where I fell,don't you look back, and don't you ever tell..cause we know pride, it doesn't heal all that well,all that well...
I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side!!When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side in a crazy world, you'll be right by my side